Sickening

I'm not really well today. Had a really terrible pain in the afternoon when I was going to finish work soon. But, now I'm feeling much better even though it's still a tad aching.

There are so many things I want to buy, a camera, new clothes, shoes, bags, books, cds, gadgets. I'm trying my best to work hard. In life, there are a handful of people who I have to interact with and whom I wanna bitchslap sometimes.

In this world, I believe there are both kind-hearted and also 'ugly'(in the heart) people. The taxi driver I met today was really kind. He knew I was in pain and suggested the A & E at the nearest hospital. When we got there, he asked my friend to move the wheelchair over and told me not to walk since I'm not feeling well. My friend dropped his handphone in the taxi after the taxi driver drove away. When he realised, my friend called his phone with mine and the taxi driver said that he will drive back to the A & E to pass the phone. I was done by the time the taxi driver arrived and we took his cab back. My friend sent me back first before going back to work. It made my day to meet such a warm and genuine person.

Talking about genuine, it brings me back to the topic of 'ugly' people. I don't understand human nature enough, I guess. It's disgusting sometimes how these sort of people can behave. Hypocritical, bad-tempered, abusive, rude, dishonest are their distinctive characteristics and these are underrated. *vomit*

Perhaps I'm not suitable. I am mean sometimes but not as unbelieveably so like ...

I don't want to judge them any further. Because we will all be judged by Him one day. I believe if I do my own things well and ignore 'this' group of people's uncalled-for behaviour, I can live a happy and fulfilling life while they can continue being their miserable/ingenuine selves. *sick*

These are some stuff on my wishlist.. aeh, Christmas coming hor.. ;p

1. Canon IXUS 80 IS (ard S$400, depending on where it is sold)
2. Canon EOS 450D (S$2K plus =S)
3. Nintendo DS game - Mario series/Puzzle Adventure kind
4. Clothes (Of course!)
5. Ballet pumps
6. Brown leather casual tote or hobo bag
7. Earrings/long necklaces
8. Complete Olay series of facial products
9. Fake lashes

Am I greedy or am I greedy?! I will work hard to buy all of the above!