Ideal...

A little update on my life & surroundings (but mostly my life)...

I'm going on a cruise later this month, again! Whee!~

I want to learn more about photography

I'm addicted to playing games from Bigfishgames.com.

I'm having a korean show marathon all by myself.

I started eating more veggies. :S

I'm totally anticipating the opening of the movie, Twilight.

I think La Lingerie is a light-hearted and cheerful movie.

It has been raining cats and dogs almost every day.

I NEED TO GET STARTED WITH CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!!!

Adios!~

Last week

I went on a short trip...



Lobby


Ceiling panel at the lobby. I like the pretty colours.


Lobby pic 2


Breakfast on board :9


View from the restaurant



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**Dream come true**

Finally, I'm a proud owner of the Canon EOS 450D. Had been vying for it for months and at last! Whee!~

*Forenote: Please do NOT be critically judgemental of my work attitude as this is my personal blog & life. It's absolutely different! If you cannot help it, please FUCK OFF*

It's been a little while as I'VE BEEN BUSY. You're probably surprised to see that (if you know me well personally). Work, training, sleep, work, training, sleep. NO I'm not complaining, just sharing the new lifestyle I've adopted recently. I think I'm running a fever, seriously.

I recently read up on a horoscope website. My star sign is Pisces and the website states that Pisceans are generally compassionate and unconditionally loving people due to their mature and spiritually developed character. As inspirational as this sounds, 'unconditionally loving', etc.. there seems to be a rather stubborn obstacle in front of me to be .... nice.

I'm feeling disappointed and disgusted. I detest it when I realize, 'So this is the kind of person he/she is.' When someone badmouths another and somehow it gets to the ears of others, the person just denies it indefinitely, which gets me thinking, 'Now who's lying? One of them is lying. Either the person who made it up or the person who spread the gossip. It doesn't matter to me because it doesn't concern me and they're not important people in my life.' Now, the fox is slowly showing its tail and true colours. Really, stop pretending.. in my opinion, you're just disappointing no matter what Mr/Ms Nice demeanor you put on. :S It makes me feel uneasy just to be in the same place as you are.

And for those who think you know who, I'd like to tell you NO! It's not the person you're thinking of. It's not just, "OH IT MUST BE HIM/HER!!" You wouldn't expect it... at least not now.

At My Izakuya at Bugis Junction:




Also ordered salmon sashimi & miso ramen. California maki is definitely my favourite! ;9

*pics are taken by phone camera*

Fly away..

Time really flies and it has been a week since I updated this blog. So much have been going on for me the past week. Major changes in my life!! And also, I've realised that there are some people around me who I can't trust. Hmm... I don't really bother if they are not important to me. But, it's disappointing to know that after you've opened your heart to people and put your trust in them, they just take it for granted. I despise people who aren't straightforward enough to tell you the real problem but just gossip behind you. Let's draw a clear line between 'profession' and 'personal'. If not, I suppose things are just going to stay as ugly as they are now. FYI. ("=Fuck you idiots")

Anyway, here's some food pix. I haven't posted any pictures on this blog yet so this is the first time. I like taking food pix, although they didn't turn out well here because I used my handphone camera for them.

VROOMMM...

F1 event is finally over for this year. What a big hoo-ha it created!

It's the end of the month tomorrow and that means $$!~~ I'm still under probation at work so I only get my salary on the last day of the month. This month, I have already set my mind on several things to purchase:
1) Sandals with gemstones/embroidery
2) Shawls
3) Dress-shirt
4) T-shirts
5) Make-up foundation & powder
6) Watch
7) Accessories

Yippie!!~

Top 5 List

*Not in any order

Top 5 things which make me feel insecure:
1) PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome)
2) Associating with hypocrites
3) Bad hair days
4) Being sick
5) Natural disasters

Top 5 things which make me feel secure:
1) Vacations
2) Being at home with my family
3) Quiet, large bookstores e.g. Kinokuniya
4) Wearing a long shawl
5) Bear hugs

Top 5 things which make my day:
1) Good weather
2) Family reunions at Grandma's house
3) Shopping at bookstores
4) New beauty products
5) Clubbing & booze

Work, work, work, work.. I can't imagine doing this for the rest of my life.

Sometimes, I question myself, 'Is this how I want to live for the rest of my life?' No excitement, no significant memories, just a monotonous lifestyle, me getting on people's nerves, guests getting on my nerves.. *rolls eyes at these thoughts*

I need Starbucks!
I need $.
I need the weather to be great!
I need booze.

It's quite saddening that I'm already tired of my life now. yuck.

Today spells the end of my midnight shifts for the month. Everything went smoothly last night until this morning when my shift was coming to an end, I met a suay situation. Hopefully, nothing bad comes out of it. *cross my fingers*


I'm off today & tomorrow. Wanna buy a pair of ballet flats, nail polish and notepad. I find the Japanese brand PA nail polish good because it gives a shiny, lasting colour after one coat of the varnish, even without any top coat. It's S$6.90 per bottle. The bottle is small and only lasts for approximately 15 applications. I recommend it!! It's sold at the nail products shop on level 3 of Far East Plaza.

The other day, I was browsing the stationary at Kinokuniya and found so many adorable notepads. I spent half an hour at the stationary corner just walking around and looking at the notepads, letter sets, etc. Though in the end, I bought nothing...

In the wee hours of this morning, my colleague and I helped a guest. It was not a difficult task but the guest was really touched. =)

Life's Short!

I'm enjoying my two off days from work & was browsing through a few Japanese hairstyles websites. I'm considering changing my image. Here's two hairstyles which I like:

#1 : I've been thinking of the following hairstyle in my mind. Funky, isn't it?!?



#2 : This one is sophisticated and simple. Quite a perfectionist look. However, I don't think it will suit me because my face is square-ish & fleshy, unlike the model's slim, narrow face.



Should I? Though I bet I'll miss my tresses! =/

Headache!! !#$%^&#$%^& What's life without them.....

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I miss my Starbucks frappucinos n slipper lobster penne @ Pasta Cafe!

Can't wait to have a break and sleep in till the SUN sets.

Wanna buy the Canon EOS camera. JIA YOUUUUUU!!! GAMBATTEEEE!!! FIGHTINGGGGG!!! :P

Play me a lullaby... zzzzZZZZZ

Unveil Goodness

My skin condition sucked until I started using vichy range of products. Awesome-ness! The Aqualia Thermal Essence really gives my skin the hydrating boost which it needs. I like the soft touch of my skin after application.

Today, work didn't go too well but work not = my life so I was only a little down for a while. I hope to fulfil my wishes soon!

What's for dinner tonight? I'm hungry as I'm blogging this. I hope to have bi bim bap but that's not possible for tonight. I like Korean & Japanese food. I tried to make sushi last month but I failed quite miserably. I will try again next month, probably.

My whole head is fooooooooooddd...

Love salmon, kimchi, noodles, tom yum, pearl rice, caviar, cereal, ruffles chips, cupcakes, bread, pastries, mcD, sushi, cakes, steak, kang kong, dumplings, egg dishes, chocolate, biscuits, congee, dim sum. :9

Consolation

I'm an earthkeeper!!!


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on Facebook! Hehehe..

I really dislike when I happen to be watching tv and there's an advertisement for a documentaries on deforestation, global warming, environmental hazards and depletion of natural resources from Mother Earth, animal abuse. Shit, you know?!! It's these times when I feel a pang of guilt because I may be just one 'small' person in this big world but I'm contributing to such phenomenons because I'm using/sometimes wasting natural resources everyday and my cell phone, etc.

I'm really afraid one day the world comes to an end because mankind has depleted all the natural resources. What can we do??

The other day, a friend of mine showed me a video where a bunch of fuckers tortured innocent animals at an animal farm. Mostly furry animals were held captive or bred so that their fur could be used to make and then sell clothings, bags, etc. It is utterly inhumane the way they torture them before skinning them alive. They're so cruel. You can watch it here. I could not bear to watch the complete video. You get my drift after watching it. Sickening!

I just bought a Olay moisturizer and I think it does not suit my skin because my neck and face is a little itchy now and both parts were slightly reddish when I woke up. Hmph! Waste my $$. What a disappointment.

There are uncountable baddies in the world, but this fact doesn't spell that there are no kind and righteous people around. It always brightens up my day when I learn some valuable things unexpectedly from the latter type of people. It really gives my confidence in general a boost and cheers me up. =) I'm feeling lucky to meet nice people!

God bless.

Yawn

Exhausted. Bored. Itchy ears (someone's talking about me *superstition*). Burst of surprise. Impatience. Happy. Annoyed. Impressed. These are some of the common feelings I have every day. Today I'm especially exhausted from the lack of sleep.

It's gonna be busy, busy, busy this month - September. I hope everything goes smoothly.

My mom is proud of me. Finally, I seem like I've grown up, (to her). I'm giving her a portion of my salary (first month & subsequent!) as a token of gratitude and fillial for raising me. Teehee!

I wanna sleep now. Good night, peeps~ =)

It's Too Late to Apologize - Justin Timberlake

He's hot. =D Hehe! That's out of my topic but I want to catch The Love Guru movie partially because he's starring in it. The Love Guru is out now is cinemas and is a comedy.

Working has some advantages besides salary, free visits to the doctor (although I rather not be sick, of course), have something to fill up my day. Other advantages are 'bio'(check out) hot guys (Hey! Not check out of the room but check out .. his cute butt.. something like that) and get unexpected tips. As most of the guests are middle-aged businessmen with a beer belly, it's quite pleasant for the eyes to see good-looking people once in a while, regardless of the gender.

I got some tips last night from a guest. Just talk and smile and be nice and money comes flying. Imagine notes with wings. But please don't think of the sanitary pads' wings la.

I enjoy my work. Unfortunately, I don't seem to be able to suit in the environment, which I'd mentioned in my last post. Gambatte! FIGHTING! Machiam(Like) war huh?! Fight with colleagues and fight with guests. Kidding, more like a silent battle. It's kinda hard to keep my stand. Some people are just plain rude. *vomit in disgust* Hahaha!

I'm browsing cameras now. I know it's late but I don't have to work for the next two days. So, my energy is boosted. Hehe! I wanna get Canon EOS 450D.

Some of the key features are:
12.2 megapixel
CMOS sensor

The body is S$1299.00 and kit is S$1499.00. What extra thingie that comes with the kit? I don't know because there are too many words in the explaination, I need time to read. Tell you guys next time. You may not be interested but I AM. =)

I need a hobby to keep my negative thoughts at bay and to develop another skill. Save $$$!!

Sickening

I'm not really well today. Had a really terrible pain in the afternoon when I was going to finish work soon. But, now I'm feeling much better even though it's still a tad aching.

There are so many things I want to buy, a camera, new clothes, shoes, bags, books, cds, gadgets. I'm trying my best to work hard. In life, there are a handful of people who I have to interact with and whom I wanna bitchslap sometimes.

In this world, I believe there are both kind-hearted and also 'ugly'(in the heart) people. The taxi driver I met today was really kind. He knew I was in pain and suggested the A & E at the nearest hospital. When we got there, he asked my friend to move the wheelchair over and told me not to walk since I'm not feeling well. My friend dropped his handphone in the taxi after the taxi driver drove away. When he realised, my friend called his phone with mine and the taxi driver said that he will drive back to the A & E to pass the phone. I was done by the time the taxi driver arrived and we took his cab back. My friend sent me back first before going back to work. It made my day to meet such a warm and genuine person.

Talking about genuine, it brings me back to the topic of 'ugly' people. I don't understand human nature enough, I guess. It's disgusting sometimes how these sort of people can behave. Hypocritical, bad-tempered, abusive, rude, dishonest are their distinctive characteristics and these are underrated. *vomit*

Perhaps I'm not suitable. I am mean sometimes but not as unbelieveably so like ...

I don't want to judge them any further. Because we will all be judged by Him one day. I believe if I do my own things well and ignore 'this' group of people's uncalled-for behaviour, I can live a happy and fulfilling life while they can continue being their miserable/ingenuine selves. *sick*

These are some stuff on my wishlist.. aeh, Christmas coming hor.. ;p

1. Canon IXUS 80 IS (ard S$400, depending on where it is sold)
2. Canon EOS 450D (S$2K plus =S)
3. Nintendo DS game - Mario series/Puzzle Adventure kind
4. Clothes (Of course!)
5. Ballet pumps
6. Brown leather casual tote or hobo bag
7. Earrings/long necklaces
8. Complete Olay series of facial products
9. Fake lashes

Am I greedy or am I greedy?! I will work hard to buy all of the above!