Some people are deluded by their looks

Just feel like saying that because of some people I met recently. Anyway, had a night out with my cousins yesterday after shopping the entire afternoon. My feet were so sore from the endless walking and wearing my new black heels. I love my new heels! (right, bimbo) They look like a corset tied around my leg with the laces and black leather material. =) I also got a black toga dress for the wedding next week. It took me so much time to find, only after numerous try-ons. I also got other stuff like perfume and makeup stuff but I shan't go on about them in detail. I'm kinda disappointed because I didn't get to buy many clothing. Ugh!

And shit! My colleagues are persuading my to stay. I can only say I'm 50-50, because I don't want to find another job and have to adapt to a new environment within a short span of time. And, I probably won't be able to find another job which pays as much as my current one because the hospitality line pays low for rank and file employees. Also, the biggest problem, has slowly been resolving ever since we had an open and honest talk some time ago, I think last week?... I can't reach a decision!!! So now what?!

Ranttt

Work has been pretty annoying lately. First, I think that I made a mistake joining my current company. Cos I hate it when people call me on my off days all the time.. and I hate that work occupies my mind so much even after the day is over. I also hate my colleague who is a mean, hypocritical, petty and impatient bitch. I wouldn't care about her existence in the office if this job didn't require a long time(say about a year) to be able to work independently. So, thinking of the future nine months or so that I'm going to have to depend on her experience and face her every Mondays to Fridays has been turning me off for the past month. So, I'm really considering resigning. I mean, life's too short to have to deal with such a person. Also, I guess I'm not really excited about this job anymore. I'd rather work a more 'slack' as in relaxed job rather than a stressed-out job like my current with almost the same salary. Also, not to forget that this job has lacking staff welfare and benefits.

So, I'm probably going to turn in my resignation letter first thing tomorrow morning. Then, I'll have to explain to her why and blah blah blah.. Whatever, one more month and I'm out of there. That's definitely something to be rejoiced over. And, get a new job, perhaps on a part-time basis, for the next few months.